Kuar ke merrickville wit kak syu

huhu

sgt menaril kuar lps exam wit kak syu...
we ate at the chicken stop, buy half set of baked chicken...a lthough its not htaht much, but were really full until cant really think well.. ahhaha.. damn right...

ape alg kuar ngn org ratu shopping, kak syu ajar jugak cmne nk bli brg2 rumah, malangnye duit hampir kehabesan, so x leh bli,,,, so hopefully she's stil here nx yer ie awal tahun so that canhelp me hias my bilik yg sentiasa bersepah..

p/s: Kak Syu, kte kne kuar lg b4 aini blk.. best kuar =)

Im really2 ba din cleaning.... heyh cmne nk kawin nih, x reti kemas rumah!!! buat sepah je reti!!
once dad said to me, my 1st ex, bdk it, my 2nd ex, bdk geology then da future rahsia... then dad say to me, adek do u know that, klu lecturer ke, businessman ke sallu la gak ade kt ruamh, tp geology tuh.... slalukah ade kt umah... huhu yeah rite!! betul jugak kte ayah anak die ini manja... n juga penakat keseorangan..... hurmmm... xpe2.. there;s stil couples of years lg 4 me to think about this... klu jodoh ade x kemane.... klu terpase berjauhan sekejap pn.... asalkan ade teman.. sbb
yea mengaku, i cant be alone!!!

4 u guys info, ive neva been alone at my house in penang....

so i can survive here was really2 good achiement.. but thats me, i can survive, but deep inside my heart, m da oen who knows.... how i iwsh i ve sumoen to rely on here.... bu tits alrite.. dh biase n i juz have 1 more yer!! =) yahoooo!!!

tp x nk keje lg.. x matured enough lg..but must follow the flow.. kerja canmake u matang...
samela spt duduk d perantauan by ur own =)

nytes everyone...

After exam, Im free but so bored!

Salam alaiyk... Today sharp at 11.11 pm, i finish my final exam for this sem, ie 2nd year in sydney uni. I feel great and can run easily, fell like the heavy metal have gone away... however, feeling bored after exam without movies and all make me feel bad!!! aargh.. feeling like wanna b with my family as soon as possible, so that i can do what i want, spent itme with them( where they are starting their scul hols today), no need to care about what to eat, all will b on the table...

huhuh After my exam, the first ym that i sent to a person that is offlien is him, i said thaat im so glad that ive finished my exam and hows hes doing. Greatfully, aftet i went back 4m merrickville, and b4 i go aout again to tak emy noritalke and visit a fren in hosp, he replied!!! yahoo!! How i wish i could continue to chat with him without any interuption, but god knows more.. may b we will have plenty of time for us together nx time... Ill see him soon, but that time, in few days, ill be going back to mesia, and he's stil here... truthfully 4m bottom of my heart, i miss u lots! i know its not good, but i do miss u.

My fren, shahir had his operation tonight, i hope that i can help him, but as im a gurl, not much that i can help, esp when his boy frens also dont really be by his side.. wateva, ill pray that ull get well soon... n can go to japan as u wish.. ahhah but if im ur mum, i wont give permisson for it. I went to the hospital juz 4 a while, i smelt the bad smell of the hospital that made me cant stand and went outside. the sharp picagari tube 4 injection.. made me more afraid. wat to say.. im borned with the feeling of doctors, nurse, hospital, medcine and injection fears. I wonder how i gonna be a mum when im married.. hahah but wit whom yeah...

oo yeah, this ques, with whom, remind me of my ex.. i know both of my ex stil have da feeling in me, even some people around here too, but love cant be forced.. ive promised to myself no more tolerate to the love that ive lost or which ive break wit my bf... the last itme was early last yer... ill juz look forward, n i found sumone.. He;s da one that i like, although we hardly meet each other, but i do love him,.... like n love, 2 complicated and different words.. if u like sumone , it doesnt mean u love him, bu tif u lovehim, u like nad care him, like what happen to me n my mr right... he replid my message to day, n i m extremely happy althoguh i want more than that... bu ti cant expect any after the incident on my burfday, i know he;s relaly frustrated but believe me, i more than taht, im vr sad... but we'll see how these work =) tkae care yeah 4 u overthere, pls do inform that, i miss u alwiz n i do care about u!

ive also applied my internship in signtech accounting firm in penang branch. hu hu after i reject the 3 offer my pwc... so hopefully i will get his one, and have m intern in seberang jaya.. And if he dint get his job here, hopefully he;s going back n i wish i can see him.. but of cos ill pray that he get it 4 his own benefit =)

muahx

ps: all da best in taking ur medical result today, ill pray that everything goes well 4 u sys =)

love, adek

da same day.. da same thought, da same attitude, da same heart, da same me n u!

how i wish i could accidently see u...
n talk to u as we usually do when were together trying to avoid others..haha
so klaka!

i hate cosi keep thinking about u...
y its take a lon gitme for u to sa any words..
i know ure hurt.. but pls im really hurt too..
at least u can enjoy ur day outing wit others!

hahha now my turn for some complain about my internship.!!!
how i wish i ahve my unlce working wit big 4 accoutning firm and hten i can do internship wit that company of wat field i like!!!
but da truth is,i ve already rejected all d offer they offered me as they call when im stil sleeping
which i end up talking nonsense n reject all 3 offers!!!! aargh..
now ill officially unemployed during summer in malaysia,
so my aim is to be a good daughter... and stil contact wit my loved one? is it possible.. muahhaha
helps systa to do the chores whish i hate da most... haha
i had a fight with my sys becos of that until i sadi to her that go back 2 uk!!! then im free of all these..
ahhahaha but thats so not true! i love her so much until its hard 2 be apart.. i know she's a vr good person but being quite depress wit her situation induced her to be like that..
wateva happen, ure my beloved sys and ill love, share n help u forever! muahx

mum and dad bought the new avanza 4 our family car... so my mission is holiday wit family wit the new car.. ahhah , so malaysai , wil see u on da 27th! but will left u here on that day too =(

Can sumone go n see him 4 me? thats so impossible, da feeling of love is not that valuable or can be called as LOVE is its nt complicated enough.. huhu damn right!

Slamt menunaikn solat jumaat =)

lagu yang daku tgh layan... sedih kan... =(

SPRING CEMPAKA DI REMBULAN LYRICS

Doa sepiku ini
Dihiasi bunga cempaka
Mengiringi kembaramu

Cinta yang asli
Oh kekasih ku...
Kerinduan bersama masih bermain di jiwa
Engkau tetap kucintai
Namun rembulan tak mungkin berkembar siang

Di tepiku kenangan silam
Mengusik-usik naluri ini
Di depanku hidup yang tanpamu
Kau kekasihnya pencinta yang abadi...
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Yang kian lenyap dan terbenam

Kerana syurga yang kita idamkan
Kita terpisah di dalam igauan
Engkau hampiri aku yang tertinggal menantikan
Saat-saat bersamamu...

Final exam in 2nd year..

Salam,

today i finished my 3rd paper.. u dont know how long i wait 4 this..
4 a break from forcing myself to stud!!! hahaha

now im free only for this 2 days..
then i need to stud for my last paper on monday..

back to yesterday nyte.. kak lini visited me at my room, we talked about gossips n all bt of cos we talked about my prince charming...
then i only i realised his situation.. mayb his upset of th sumthing.. but will try to talk to himsoon after my exam...

I cant sleep last nyte thinking of him... my time that id spent wit him.. guess what .. it juz a short.. really short one.. but of cos i now y i like himm =) n hopefully he likes me too.. as i wont like or wil stop liking sumone if i know he dont like me.. so then here goes the ans for the question above. =)


pls take good care of urself but i knoe ull as ure away more matured than me, ure da one that protect me... but y ure soooo damn pemalu!!! i hate that!!!

hope 2 see u soon n spned time 2gether b4 were being apart ny the sea..

love,
me



yeah, abotu my exam, 3 down, 1 more to go,
3 papers.. what i can say is tawakal...
but today as usual i made careless mistake.. i cqant see the easy 5 marks question!! i double checked twice but i dint see it!! its alrite, allah's will.. hopefully evrythings fine..
yesterday paper too.. careless mistake for about 4 times.. aiya.. fianance calculation, i mistake effect all, can u imagien how i waste my time with the silly careless mistake..

ya allh permudahkanlah urusan ku..
amin... kurniaknlah kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat kepada ku. da terangkanlah katiku...
amin

my 20th burfday..

Salam alaik...

Long time i dint write my blog... been vr2 extremely busy..
Ill start with my 2008 burfday celebration..

A gurl was born on her grandparents old mattress in sg dua. her mum said that it easy to gave birth on her and theres no pain at all ie the easiest child birth she ever had... which the gurl end up born in sg dua, her grandparents house, not in hospital!!! after that then she was brought to the nereast hospital.. after few months, the cute baby had a complication and need to have some operation ie changing the blood.. although the chances is very small but this baby manage to survive... until now her 20th burfday... Physically this gurl will look healthy and happy.. but deepn inside only she's da one that know her innerself.

I had a good celebration with my frens in suv sharp at 12.15, then my prince charming ym and wish me happy ulang tahun... although i expect he;s da 1st oen to wish, bu twho cares, at least he wish me =) n he remember my burfday which i guess evryoen can know through facebook.
thats da small celebration. the biggest event is during the annual dinner od sypec.. which i really enjoy it. but there's also 10% of that night that made me sad and confused... i hope that "he" will do sumthing, bur yeah i didnt get any 4m him even a wish 4m his mouth.. I know he was disstracted by the rumours spread all around the hall ie one whole hall!

but come on, if u really love me, then u should belief in me that i like u, not the other guy which is my best fren. thats all.. I fell embarrassed to ask u for some pic.. but yeah i mage to get a pic of us 2gether.. although it jus a short time... I know ure confused an upset with the rumour or the "loud voice" all over the hall, but pls consider me who throw away her embarrasses and ask u 4 a pic.. but yeah will contact u soon 4 an update.. ive decided afta some advise 4m my frens which they told me that, seriously ure in pain that nyte .

I consider that, and afta my exam, ill approach u 2 clear uo evrything n say that i love u!
I spnet the whole nyte with esther n she end up sleep over at my place.. we share our story n feelings... huh only god knows how close me and ester are!

thanks babe 4 being there, ure sich a good fren, although were 4m different religion and belief, but yeah we are best fren and we help n love each other =)

lastly thanks to all my frens 4 da wishes, cakes and present..

last but not least, thank mum for the handmade baju kurung pahang, although ure vr busy , but spent some time to sew it 4 me to weaar on my memorable anuual dinner aka my burfday... n mum knows evrthign about him too! huhu
thanks do dad 4 posted it 4m me, n my beloved sister 4 all ur effort, u know what =)

muuuahx