Wednesday, September 10, 2008

7 sept


7 sep ti smy dad's burfday n also fathers day worldwide. We thank our father for us inda reality life n we thank him that were stil alife here afta his support n all. i just realised on da day itself it is also the burfday 4 sumone i know 2 years ago but disappear juz like that.

I lost my "bro" afta i coupled wit my fren n currently were fren too! no more couple as that da best 4 us.

Speaking about Bro, he;s being good 4 me, he had bring me home 4m putra station 4 da 1st day i went back alla lone 4m penang. HE's being a good bro 4 me, although its quite weird we didnt really speak in da reality juz in term of phone message.

Until 1 day, when im sick, seyesly sick which i cant wait up. PAnn, my sculmate akak roomate at d time, ask my bro , or called him said that im sick . n he brought me to see da dr,im feel shy bu ti need to as i cant really walk to the aoppisite 4 some chcek up. seyesly i miss thosedays too. Listen to pann's bebel n all.

Suddenly it all dissapear when im wit my ex. I lost my bro which is a really good bro. Even miss leena said he's c harming. although i can see it bu ti knoe he's good guy. RIte afta i couple, i ve no longer talk 2 him or even approch him n im really sad as i lost 1 god bro. is it becos he didnt approve my bf at that time who are now my normal fren. All happen wit a reason , when im wit my bf, he ran away juz like that cos he thought i don tneed him anymore? bt guess wat, i now realised that having a brother is better than having a bf which u wont have any certainty wit them.

Bro scan make us happy but but bf can make us vr happy but at da same time trouble come to us slowly =) heheh is zit true??? hahhaha bu tthat how i learn 2 appreciate my family n i love it! that da himak afta all n anow i really 3 appreciate my family. i love n missing all of them alwiz!!!

mak, ayh,kak, emi n faiz! i miss u guys. u guys are da love 4 me =)

LOts of love,
adek

Monday, September 8, 2008

midsems n assignments... huhu GO me!!!

Alhamdulillah... Da 2nd Mid Sem of this semester has been done =)hopefully i can get good result out of it. 4 more days 2 go for d other midsem that is man b. Da one which involve lots of readings.

HUhu midsem for corp finance, alhamdulillah i get 17/20 n hope this is a good start 4 my finance. Can say that finc is da most interesting subject 4 dis sem n i really enjoy it. With da hansem tutor i guess..ahha

Afta manb, would b ecos midsem then followed by heaps of assignments which 2 tob submitted b4 srping break n another 2 afta srping break.. hohoh how busy i would b at da time =(

ANd now, im suppose 2 do my finc n manb tute, however, im still tired afta da fin b exam n also feel vr sleepy. Amy b need some energy boost 4m da movie 1st then mayb doing my tute =)

Compared to secondary scul, aini is totally hardworking than before, she used 2 not doing all her homework n sleep in the class is her hobby especailly during add math. d only class that she would be fresh is during pn romas class which is mod math as she da teacher incharge 4 prefect n she aways refer my ans.huhuhu

Sejarah, my abah's subject..huh got 1 A i think cos da berkat 4 m abah. neva eva do d homeworks or readings =)

Okies babe! go back 2 ur work!! fiannce tute.. go gog go!!!

ICAN DO IT=)
ILL SUCCESS..AMIN...

Thursday, September 4, 2008

2 weeks of fever

Dear my blog..

We meet again..
Its been 2 weeks since i had the on and off fever.All are fully package with bad cough and flu, headache and stomaches. The poor gurl who're afraid of dr at last went to the clinic by herself i think for the first time, yes its for the first time she went to da clinic alone, walking slowly along da road with cold wether outside.. When she felt tired and unwell, she stoped beside da road for some rest. Its not that no one wanna help her but dunno y suddenly she refused for the help even though she has not much energy as she just drink milo for the 2 days. The food infront of her eyes didnt get her stomach attention.

In the dr's room, which would usually b my mum's job for any explanation and yesterday im da one who need to ans all with my past history of any health symptoms and allergy. Its been uite difficult 4 me as i know i got some past medical histary with some allergic medication but i myself even dont knoe about it. So i just tell what i know. The Dr was very nice and kind hehe luckily there's no need for injection if not im sure i would cry =p Its been almost 2 weeks cos there's infection sumwhere in my body so she prescribed me wit penicillin which i think i cant use tht kind of antibiotic but i just accept it.

The next morning, when im awake, my stomach was very painful and i knoe thats the side effect of the antibiotic which i shouldnt take but i dont have da enrgy to got back and see da dr again twice.

What i can say during the 2 weeks, i cried alot cos its was very painful, i dont think i cried but the tears just suddenly dropped from the eyes. Usually that well ahppen at mid night and in the evening afta i went to class, mayb its because the weather outside trigger my immune system. Until one day, i really cant get up as what usually happen at midnyte, but its happen rite afta i wen tback 4m ecos class. My girl fren's not around and i need to ask the boys for help. As im da type who dont really eat when im sick and hot choc or milo would be da best for me.

A nyte afta that my gurl frens came 4 visit, they cleaned up my messy room and boil the water 4 me with some briayani but stil i can just drink, not eat yet.

Mum and dad are worried of me and also my abah. They called evryday. Im also worreis as the midsem exma for da hardest subject would be in 2 days and i cant really stud yet.

Now i miss my frens and teachers in college where they will try their best to help in a person was sick during exam period. I can remember how my frens read da notes for me and we stud 2gether with me landing on da bed. Hoe could i find all this here =(
Cant tell how i miss u guys alot babes!!!!!!!!!!!

Last, YA allh, pls let me get well soon, I want to celebrate this ramadhan wit lots of joys and ibadah and also dis month im full wit test etc. Pls YA allah giv eme da strength and let me do my best for all my midsems and assignment and also for all others.. amin =)