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Saat-saat bersamamu...

Final exam in 2nd year..

Salam,

today i finished my 3rd paper.. u dont know how long i wait 4 this..
4 a break from forcing myself to stud!!! hahaha

now im free only for this 2 days..
then i need to stud for my last paper on monday..

back to yesterday nyte.. kak lini visited me at my room, we talked about gossips n all bt of cos we talked about my prince charming...
then i only i realised his situation.. mayb his upset of th sumthing.. but will try to talk to himsoon after my exam...

I cant sleep last nyte thinking of him... my time that id spent wit him.. guess what .. it juz a short.. really short one.. but of cos i now y i like himm =) n hopefully he likes me too.. as i wont like or wil stop liking sumone if i know he dont like me.. so then here goes the ans for the question above. =)


pls take good care of urself but i knoe ull as ure away more matured than me, ure da one that protect me... but y ure soooo damn pemalu!!! i hate that!!!

hope 2 see u soon n spned time 2gether b4 were being apart ny the sea..

love,
me



yeah, abotu my exam, 3 down, 1 more to go,
3 papers.. what i can say is tawakal...
but today as usual i made careless mistake.. i cqant see the easy 5 marks question!! i double checked twice but i dint see it!! its alrite, allah's will.. hopefully evrythings fine..
yesterday paper too.. careless mistake for about 4 times.. aiya.. fianance calculation, i mistake effect all, can u imagien how i waste my time with the silly careless mistake..

ya allh permudahkanlah urusan ku..
amin... kurniaknlah kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat kepada ku. da terangkanlah katiku...
amin

my 20th burfday..

Salam alaik...

Long time i dint write my blog... been vr2 extremely busy..
Ill start with my 2008 burfday celebration..

A gurl was born on her grandparents old mattress in sg dua. her mum said that it easy to gave birth on her and theres no pain at all ie the easiest child birth she ever had... which the gurl end up born in sg dua, her grandparents house, not in hospital!!! after that then she was brought to the nereast hospital.. after few months, the cute baby had a complication and need to have some operation ie changing the blood.. although the chances is very small but this baby manage to survive... until now her 20th burfday... Physically this gurl will look healthy and happy.. but deepn inside only she's da one that know her innerself.

I had a good celebration with my frens in suv sharp at 12.15, then my prince charming ym and wish me happy ulang tahun... although i expect he;s da 1st oen to wish, bu twho cares, at least he wish me =) n he remember my burfday which i guess evryoen can know through facebook.
thats da small celebration. the biggest event is during the annual dinner od sypec.. which i really enjoy it. but there's also 10% of that night that made me sad and confused... i hope that "he" will do sumthing, bur yeah i didnt get any 4m him even a wish 4m his mouth.. I know he was disstracted by the rumours spread all around the hall ie one whole hall!

but come on, if u really love me, then u should belief in me that i like u, not the other guy which is my best fren. thats all.. I fell embarrassed to ask u for some pic.. but yeah i mage to get a pic of us 2gether.. although it jus a short time... I know ure confused an upset with the rumour or the "loud voice" all over the hall, but pls consider me who throw away her embarrasses and ask u 4 a pic.. but yeah will contact u soon 4 an update.. ive decided afta some advise 4m my frens which they told me that, seriously ure in pain that nyte .

I consider that, and afta my exam, ill approach u 2 clear uo evrything n say that i love u!
I spnet the whole nyte with esther n she end up sleep over at my place.. we share our story n feelings... huh only god knows how close me and ester are!

thanks babe 4 being there, ure sich a good fren, although were 4m different religion and belief, but yeah we are best fren and we help n love each other =)

lastly thanks to all my frens 4 da wishes, cakes and present..

last but not least, thank mum for the handmade baju kurung pahang, although ure vr busy , but spent some time to sew it 4 me to weaar on my memorable anuual dinner aka my burfday... n mum knows evrthign about him too! huhu
thanks do dad 4 posted it 4m me, n my beloved sister 4 all ur effort, u know what =)

muuuahx

7 sept

7 sep ti smy dad's burfday n also fathers day worldwide. We thank our father for us inda reality life n we thank him that were stil alife here afta his support n all. i just realised on da day itself it is also the burfday 4 sumone i know 2 years ago but disappear juz like that.

I lost my "bro" afta i coupled wit my fren n currently were fren too! no more couple as that da best 4 us.

Speaking about Bro, he;s being good 4 me, he had bring me home 4m putra station 4 da 1st day i went back alla lone 4m penang. HE's being a good bro 4 me, although its quite weird we didnt really speak in da reality juz in term of phone message.

Until 1 day, when im sick, seyesly sick which i cant wait up. PAnn, my sculmate akak roomate at d time, ask my bro , or called him said that im sick . n he brought me to see da dr,im feel shy bu ti need to as i cant really walk to the aoppisite 4 some chcek up. seyesly i miss thosedays too. Listen to pann's bebel n all.

Suddenly it all dissapear when im wit my ex. I lost my bro which is a really good bro. Even miss leena said he's c harming. although i can see it bu ti knoe he's good guy. RIte afta i couple, i ve no longer talk 2 him or even approch him n im really sad as i lost 1 god bro. is it becos he didnt approve my bf at that time who are now my normal fren. All happen wit a reason , when im wit my bf, he ran away juz like that cos he thought i don tneed him anymore? bt guess wat, i now realised that having a brother is better than having a bf which u wont have any certainty wit them.

Bro scan make us happy but but bf can make us vr happy but at da same time trouble come to us slowly =) heheh is zit true??? hahhaha bu tthat how i learn 2 appreciate my family n i love it! that da himak afta all n anow i really 3 appreciate my family. i love n missing all of them alwiz!!!

mak, ayh,kak, emi n faiz! i miss u guys. u guys are da love 4 me =)

LOts of love,
adek

midsems n assignments... huhu GO me!!!

Alhamdulillah... Da 2nd Mid Sem of this semester has been done =)hopefully i can get good result out of it. 4 more days 2 go for d other midsem that is man b. Da one which involve lots of readings.

HUhu midsem for corp finance, alhamdulillah i get 17/20 n hope this is a good start 4 my finance. Can say that finc is da most interesting subject 4 dis sem n i really enjoy it. With da hansem tutor i guess..ahha

Afta manb, would b ecos midsem then followed by heaps of assignments which 2 tob submitted b4 srping break n another 2 afta srping break.. hohoh how busy i would b at da time =(

ANd now, im suppose 2 do my finc n manb tute, however, im still tired afta da fin b exam n also feel vr sleepy. Amy b need some energy boost 4m da movie 1st then mayb doing my tute =)

Compared to secondary scul, aini is totally hardworking than before, she used 2 not doing all her homework n sleep in the class is her hobby especailly during add math. d only class that she would be fresh is during pn romas class which is mod math as she da teacher incharge 4 prefect n she aways refer my ans.huhuhu

Sejarah, my abah's subject..huh got 1 A i think cos da berkat 4 m abah. neva eva do d homeworks or readings =)

Okies babe! go back 2 ur work!! fiannce tute.. go gog go!!!

ICAN DO IT=)
ILL SUCCESS..AMIN...

2 weeks of fever

Dear my blog..

We meet again..
Its been 2 weeks since i had the on and off fever.All are fully package with bad cough and flu, headache and stomaches. The poor gurl who're afraid of dr at last went to the clinic by herself i think for the first time, yes its for the first time she went to da clinic alone, walking slowly along da road with cold wether outside.. When she felt tired and unwell, she stoped beside da road for some rest. Its not that no one wanna help her but dunno y suddenly she refused for the help even though she has not much energy as she just drink milo for the 2 days. The food infront of her eyes didnt get her stomach attention.

In the dr's room, which would usually b my mum's job for any explanation and yesterday im da one who need to ans all with my past history of any health symptoms and allergy. Its been uite difficult 4 me as i know i got some past medical histary with some allergic medication but i myself even dont knoe about it. So i just tell what i know. The Dr was very nice and kind hehe luckily there's no need for injection if not im sure i would cry =p Its been almost 2 weeks cos there's infection sumwhere in my body so she prescribed me wit penicillin which i think i cant use tht kind of antibiotic but i just accept it.

The next morning, when im awake, my stomach was very painful and i knoe thats the side effect of the antibiotic which i shouldnt take but i dont have da enrgy to got back and see da dr again twice.

What i can say during the 2 weeks, i cried alot cos its was very painful, i dont think i cried but the tears just suddenly dropped from the eyes. Usually that well ahppen at mid night and in the evening afta i went to class, mayb its because the weather outside trigger my immune system. Until one day, i really cant get up as what usually happen at midnyte, but its happen rite afta i wen tback 4m ecos class. My girl fren's not around and i need to ask the boys for help. As im da type who dont really eat when im sick and hot choc or milo would be da best for me.

A nyte afta that my gurl frens came 4 visit, they cleaned up my messy room and boil the water 4 me with some briayani but stil i can just drink, not eat yet.

Mum and dad are worried of me and also my abah. They called evryday. Im also worreis as the midsem exma for da hardest subject would be in 2 days and i cant really stud yet.

Now i miss my frens and teachers in college where they will try their best to help in a person was sick during exam period. I can remember how my frens read da notes for me and we stud 2gether with me landing on da bed. Hoe could i find all this here =(
Cant tell how i miss u guys alot babes!!!!!!!!!!!

Last, YA allh, pls let me get well soon, I want to celebrate this ramadhan wit lots of joys and ibadah and also dis month im full wit test etc. Pls YA allah giv eme da strength and let me do my best for all my midsems and assignment and also for all others.. amin =)

Rumahku sunyi tanpaku, daku lbh sunyi tanpanya...

Salam to everyone =)

"Distance makes the heart grows fonder"

Just got back here after a month staying wit family members. Mum called and said that " sunyi la dh xda suara org bising kt rumah" deep in inside my heart, yeah thats true! im hundres times feling lonely overhere without all my loved one.

Remember how evryone helped me to finish up my winter subject's assignment. We all strive for it until its done. Stil remember the eyes and face of my beloved sys helped me with assignment when i woke her up 4m her sleep... trying her vr best to help... laying down besides me when she cant control her sleepy head...

Mom, dad buzy cooked 4 me onda day i departed. They cooked my favorite so that i can remember nice taste of it when im here. Cheered me up with the new spirit for facing upcoming event n difficulties. My BroS with their style advising me like they are my elder brother =p

Mom, dad, Sys, Bros! I love u guys so much =)


After being apart for such a long time, since im in form 1. Im glad that i got the opportunity to realised that they love me so much and i love n miss them so much all this while. After i get the lesson from my previous break-up ,im glad that i know my family are alwiz with me and theyre da one that will neva let me down...

Wateva happen, family first.
Syurga d bawah tapak kaki ibu.
Tiada ibu yg sggp tgk anaknya sedih =)

here goes the lyric of a song 4m Zain Bikha.
MY mUm is AmaZiNg=)

She wakes up early in the morning with a smile
And she holds my head up high
Don’t you ever let anybody put you down
Cos you are my little angel


Then she makes something warm for me to drink
Cos it’s cold out there, she thinks
Then she walks me to school, Yes I aint no fool
I just think my Mom is amazing


BRIDGE/CHORUS
She makes me feel
Like I can do anything
and when she’s with me
there’s no where else, I’d rather be…


After School, she’s waiting by the gate
I’m so happy that I just can’t wait
To get home to tell her how my day went
And eat the yummy food, only my Mom makes


Then I wind her up cos I don’t wanna bath
And we run around the house with a laugh
No matter what I say, she gets her way
I think my Mom is amazing


BRIDGE/CHORUS


Then I wake up in the morning, she’s not there
And I realize she never was
And I’m still here in this lonely orphanage
With so many just like me


And as my dreams begin to fade
I try hard to look forward to my day
But there’s a pain in my heart that’s a craving
How I wish I had a Mom that’s amazing
Would be amazing